in our wildest frenzy
your hands ravage my flesh
like the claws of a hungry predator
forceful…relentless
imbued with irresistible
animalistic instinct
a rough scratch down my back
a bite of my lower lip with your teeth
a fierce trail across my hips
and the primal symphony within me erupts
you savage, and i…Master
i am your wanton obliteration
I believe everyone can experience brokenness…
It stems from something that shouldn’t exist,
Intruding upon our lives, distorting the story.
Creating distance between ourselves and others.
Perhaps it’s not about fixing anything…
Rather, it’s about eliminating what doesn’t belong…
i can imagine what it must have been like for Beethoven
sitting down at his piano
with his pen and parchment
candlelight flickering
tantalizing
playful games of hide and seek
each note his words of expression
and confession
allowing us to see his anger
and pain
his love and his heart
his art
Beethoven was a magnificent poet
now if only i’d learned the piano
Lambing, a whisper woven each night.
Ngiti, smiles that paint a thousand hues.
Crayon, drawing closer to feel the warmth.
Iyak, tears that cleanse the depths of the soul.
God, the divine guiding hand.
Life, a journey through light and shadow.
Love, the language of the heart.
Colors, a palette of dreams and desires.
Light, a beacon in the darkest hours.
Leaves, secrets shared in hushed tones.
Dreams, the fuel that ignites the spirit.
Thank you, gratitude expressed in humble words.
Pagsibol, the bloom of hope’s embrace.
Departure, liberation from chains that bind.
Tagumpay, the triumph of resilience.
Seasons, the ebb and flow of seasons.
Pangako, promises etched in the soul’s core.
Pangarap, the destiny waiting to be embraced.
Paghilom, healing that soothes wounded hearts.
Ligaya, the ecstasy of living fully.
Pahinga, rest that renews the weary soul.
Pagbabago, the constant evolution of life.
Pag-asa, the flicker that never fades.
Paglimot, the art of letting go with grace.
Pag-ibig, love that transcends all bounds.
How I wish I could hold
Firm within the sway
Ever altruistic
Yet steadfast along the way
As the great trees rooted
Moved by the wind and rain
Battered by the storms
Yet upright against the fray
How I long for freedom
To wander and explore
Unrestricted and bold
Embracing the unknown’s lore
Like the birds in the sky
Soaring with boundless grace
Challenging every limit
In this vast cosmic space
**A counter to Ann @sanddollarpoems…because I love her and her words. This she knows.**
Emily held my heart in her embrace
unlocking its secrets
fragments tumbled onto worn pages
and soft whispers seeped through gaps
*
memories scattered within her spirit
deep roots dug into me
gentle touch to preserve
her essence held within my ghost
*
once i’ve woven Emily back together
she transforms into a sculpture
hauntingly silent
lost in distant echoes of his past
*
affection lingers on her weathered smile
caress her flesh…firm yet tender
desire exudes, a passionate surrender
moonlight graces her shadow
my hands trace fire ~ burning silhouette
i savor the sweetness of her kiss
delving into depths, her abyss
lost in the azure of her gaze
tranquil pools, sensuality ablaze
enchanted, captivated soul
she, my muse…passion’s halo
inspiration dances upon her face
and she
~ an exquisite masterpiece of grace
In moments I’m undone,
a bared canvas
a wilderness untamed
a boundless expanse of
yearning endeavor
longing for your touch’s gain
crafted by your hands’ ardor
at times I am a shade
ever-present, anticipating
the sun’s conquering stride
scorched by love’s embrace
beneath your gentle command
I never demand your grasp
of the cipher within my mind
yet you’ll discern the key
in quivering desire and ache
or tranquil murmurs of harmony
sloshed and swaying
just like love’s cruel dance
booze numbs the pain
melodies mingle with slurred speech
your language of love
ephemeral, leaving me gasping
…it all happened too fast
crushed letters
stirring up demands and desires
struggling with the consequences
of traversing time through carnal gates
I mean
even a quick thrill can only endure
so much before passion bursts and fades
silently. ever so gradually, beyond the rhythmic beats
of the timepiece
clinging to our burden…albatrosshe
a fragmented deformity begging
upon recollections
transforming tomorrow into yesterdayi am morphing into that ghost sluggishly
within your wardrobe
etches and incisions defacing the once flawless
frightening his skeletal coreabsent
temporal existence defies comprehension
it refuses to pauseyet for me
….it appearsplease, emerge, body and soul
leave the ghost for now, he doesn’t need
your warm skin the way I do
let the ghost crumble, let him
corpse himself into his grave
and stay, in the sweet fields
of life—it is not time.
let me grip onto
your withered hands
let me pull you from
that angering precipice
I refuse to let you go
though my hands are slipping
my arms failing I am clinging
your eyes hollow
but I cannot let that be
I ask with a look that breaks
your ghost’s clutch, as he cannot match
the pleading intensity of me
he falls, death himself killed today.
he will return…
but that is a battle for another day.
—The Hollow Quiet
Nice…the tables have turned on me. What a stunning Hijack! Love this…and thank you!
Marginalia
Fog has not cleared
neither have cobwebs
nor settled dust.It’s thick.
It can make you choke
if stirred.Do not stir. Do not
wake. Stay still.Lay there. It’s only
three forty three here.Every corner has a shadow.
Shadows are made
for something.Slip in. Slide out. Slither back in.
Disappear.It’s only real if you make it
real. I know youknow.
You, and you
alone.
Passions burn deep,
like embers in the night,
awakening dormant desires.
Intense.
They can consume
with their fiery touch.
Ignite, arouse. Be still.
Embrace the silence.
In this morning hour,
time suspended at three forty-three,
where dreams and reality merge.
Every touch cast a shadow,
yearning for exploration.
Darkness beckons,
beckons for more.
Dream, surrender, lose yourself,
vanish into the abyss.
For it only exists
if you dare to feel it.
You understand,
understand it all.
You, and only you.
**A follow on to @serandori’s beautiful piece…**
(via serandori)
silently. ever so gradually, beyond the rhythmic beats
of the timepiece
clinging to our burden…albatross
he
a fragmented deformity begging
upon recollections
transforming tomorrow into yesterday
i am morphing into that ghost sluggishly
within your wardrobe
etches and incisions defacing the once flawless
frightening his skeletal core
absent
temporal existence defies comprehension
it refuses to pause
yet for me
….it appears
Think this longer route has fewer turns
but I have more'n a snowball’s chance
in hell. It’s not an expectation if
you know it’s coming. And I know
it’s coming. Patience
builds bones. Think you could
be my storm shelter and we both
rode out worse than this. Put
a number on it. Make it concrete
to withstand
the heat we create. How we relate
in layers. Think this might be
not nothing. Maybe start stacking
the splinters we share. Shape
up like something
something a little like home where
sweat muses off screams and twilight’s
too soon and you taste like trouble. Think
you would like this one. Come
here, I said, breathe
with me for just once. Every inhale
makes us bigger on the inside. Follow
my logic. How you meander
through the margins of my day like
always. Think
we’re gonna take the long way
round. End up where
we are.
©2023 by Jennifer R.R. Mueller
Feel the curves of this winding path,
where hope flickers like a flame
against the odds. I don’t expect
anything less; I anticipate it all.
Patience
nurtures. Imagine yourself my haven in the storm,
where we weathered the tempest
and emerged more…woven.
Quantify our connection, make it solid
enough to withstand. The passion we ignite,
the way we interlace in intricate layers, signifies something
more than mere emptiness.
Let’s gather the fragments we share,
crafting something
substantial. Something resembling a place we can call
a semblance of home, where perspiration dances
to the rhythm of our whispers, and twilight
arrives too swiftly, and you, you taste of adventure.
I believe you’d relish this journey. Come,
I beckon, let’s synchronize
our breaths. Each inhalation expands our inner universe,
expanding our presence within.
Follow my reasoning as you wander,
gracefully traversing the edges of my day,
as always. Envision,
we’ll take the scenic route,
and ultimately arrive
right where we belong.
**It’s Jenn…‘Nuff Said**
(via cravingwitandwisdom)